LIFE OF AN ANGEL, WITH A SYCOTIC TWIST
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What Happened to Forever...?
 
Looking into his eyes
Trying to understand
Why things had to end this way...
Recalling the time
He looked deeply in her eyes and whispered
"I promise I will love you forever"
Yet it seems the promises of forever...
Didn't last

With a single tear
Streaming down her cheek
She looked at him and tearfully whispered
"Why... Baby what happened to forever?"
Then began to sob, as she watched him
turn and walk away
Leaving her in a daze of
racing thoughts,
unanswered questions,
and the echo of memories through her shattered heart

So many thoughts racing through her mind
as she wondered and prayed
Searching for an answer to;
"What's gone wrong with forever?"
Whatever happened to "Till death do us part?"
She then became afraid to
love, trust, and let her heart take flight again
Thinking aloud she then proclaimed,
"A life of loneliness is better than
a life full of tears and pain."

This my friend
is the story of why
So many broken souls
Stand alone in the dark and cold
Not bothering to give love
a second chance
Because they have learned that
Love and Promises still
don't seem to last

Charly
Nov. 27 '01

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Sound of Darkness
Hearing nothing
Soundless dreams
Pitch black waves of rythm
Yet I still remember
The soothing, magical, rythmic
melody of your voice
It forever calms the surging
pitch black tidal waves of
my frustration
                            Charly
                            3/26/02

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"PRESSURE"
Trapped tears
Broken hearts
Played games
Passion under pressure
Unsatisfied sexual hunger
Ready to implode
Desire to explode
Unchain me
It never ends
Let me go!
     charly
     3/28/02

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You & Me
I believe in you
with all of me
Do you believe in me
with all you see?
I trust you
through your eyes
Do you trust me
in everything?
Soar
Together we can fly
Dream
in the Sapphire sky
Who cares if it was meant to be?
happy and free
forever you and me
                                      Charly
                                       4/15/02

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*You will do foolish things, but do them with enthausiam*

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     Drowning in You
The bitter music seems to move
to the rythm of my soul
Swimming in memories of you
and I begin to drown
Gasping for air I reach for the sun
almost free
Then your bright blue eyes I see
like the ocean deep
I'm falling into you
I'm drowning in the deepness of you
I reach up in search for something.... 
someone to grasp onto
Like a life preserver in a human form
reaching, screaming, calling, searching
silently
Will someone ever save me.....?
                                   Charly
                                  4/23/02

You are Beautiful just the way you are,
because you are you!

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Forever You
Endless thoughts of you
Forever craving you
I wonder do you feel the way I do?
Do you think the way I do?
I know my love for you must be true
Because I've never thought of anyone,
the way I think of you
I forever desire you
               Charly
                   3/26/02

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"Abandoned"
You dissapeared
I'm left behind
Not a word
Thoughts
Memories
and Questions
Electrify my mind
Imagination running wild
Yearining
Craving the touch of you
against my skin
Trapped fear
I'm paralyzed
Love has died
Strong
Never weak
Not to love again
I'm lost....
           Charly
           4/8/02

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*Better*
why me?
what made her better?
am I just your "friend"
is she just your lover?
do I not compare to her
she may be older
I may be younger
strong at heart'
I SWEAR, I CAN DO BETTER
                                 Charly
                                  9/13/02

today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.... think about it - was it worth it?






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**ONLY YOU CAN PREVENT YOURSELF FROM
      PERFORMING THE IMPOSSIBLE...**
 
Even the hardest Obstacles can be overcome, trust me- I would know
Remember and learn from them, no matter how painful
 
WORK like you don't need the money - LOVE like you've never been hurt - and DANCE like no one is wathcing

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You are not a human being having a spiritual experience, you are a spiritual being having a human experience

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I have told my passion
My eyes have spoke it
My tongue pronounced it
and my pen declared it
Now my heart is full of you
My head raves of you
And my hand writes to you
  *not written by me*

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Lost & Found
Lost in you
doing things I never imagined
I would ever do
Letting go of my soul
setting free
I can fly
I look into your eyes and I see m
I see a lifetime of happy memories
and I realize I am home
I'm found!
                  charly
                       9/13/02

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"Losing Ground"
thoughts are churning
my mind is burning
heart silently thumping
everything looks hazy
I think I'm going crazy
images of you and me
why can't I breathe?
what do I do?!
WHY DO I CRAVE YOU?!
what have you done to me?
WHY CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME BE?!
                            Charly
                           9/3/02

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