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17 March '03

Cowboy Mouth - Easy

I once had a friend who
met an early end to a
kind of modern way of thinking
wasn't taken from us
still among us
but he lives for drugs and drinking
like to point the finger
accusations linger
deeper part of every action
loved to play the game where
he just burst the blame for
every deep disatisfaction

(Chorus)
Easy to bitch, easy to whine
easy to moan, easy to cry
easy to feel like there ain't nothing in your life
harder to work, harder to strive
hard to be glad to be alive
but it's really worth it if you give it a try

He once told me how he coulnd't wait to be at me
so he could take what I was telling
he said he don't give a damn
it's all the master plan for
us to buy what they are selling
(Chorus)

If I sound above it
I can't sit in judement
cause I ain't sure where I'd be sitting
these are all my problems
Lord, I've tried to drop 'em
this ain't how I should be living

20 March '03

Wallflowers - One Headlight

So long ago, I don't remember when
That's when they say I lost my only friend
Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease
As I listened through the cemetery trees
I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn
The long broken arm of human law
Now it always seemed such a waste
She always had a pretty face
So I wondered how she hung around this place

Chorus:
Hey, come on try a little
Nothing is forever
There's got to be something better than
In the middle
But me & Cinderella
We put it all together
We can drive it home
With one headlight

She said it's cold
It feels like Independence Day
And I can't break away from this parade
But there's got to be an opening
Somewhere here in front of me
Through this maze of ugliness and greed
And I seen the sun up ahead
At the county line bridge
Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead
We'll run until she's out of breath
She ran until there's nothin' left
She hit the end-it's just her window ledge

(chorus)

Well this place is old
It feels just like a beat up truck
I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn
Well it smells of cheap wine & cigarettes
This place is always such a mess
Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn
I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else
Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same
But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams
I think her death it must be killin' me

(chorus)

25 March '03

Ben Folds Five - Evaporated

What I've kept with me
And what I've thrown away
And where the hell I've ended up
On this glary random day
Were the things I really cared about
Just left along the way
For being too pent up and proud
Woke up way too late
Feeling hung over and old
And the sun was shining bright
And I walked barefoot down the road
Started thing about my old man
It seems that all men
Wanna get into a car and go
Anywhere
Here I stand--sad & free
I can't cry and I can't see
What I've done
God... What have I done
So don't you know I'm numb, man
No I don't feel a thing at all
Cause its all smiles & business these days
and I am indifferent to the loss
I've faith that there's a soul
whose leading me around
I wonder if she knows
Which way is down...
I poured my heart out
I poured my heart out
it evaporated...see?

Blind man on a canyon's edge
of a Panoramic scene
Or maybe I'm a kite
That's flying high & random
Dangling a string
Or slumped over in a vacant room
Head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home
They think I've lost my mind
.






26 March '03

archive - Darkroom

Chorus :

Face in my hands admiring view again
Pictures tell me it's only my fear

So I'll try, I'll try to hear what I like
And I'll try to hide what I fear

Ever moving over to the way I wanna be
Attract an energy
Past time stored in my memory
As we are struggling to make sense of human nature
Distraction like a fairground attraction
Communication interacts like we
So reason over remedy ready me infinitely
But lately I admit hard times have hit
But still I like knowing I'll break through it

The fluid flows the seed grows and life goes on
And the fight goes on in this the Babylon we carry on
Surviving striving taking everyday wtaching time go by
And I tangle with stress feel strain from stress
Man made hell yes in a recess less I be mistaken
I be taking all the ways life heralding the hark
I embark like a light in the dark

Define definition in my focus
Living in a romm over the fear side view
I am surrounded bu the border of disorder
So I oughta be stable and able to lift my hand and take an
Opportunity sinking down into quicksand time
Another number never I endeavour like time is forever
Expanding imaterila is the original principle
Now the icon is God, Sad case in the rat race
Erasing all the memory of something that they can't quite comprehend
I end a line to the live wire with my entire trickle down lava flow blood fire
I attack with my brain seeing eye vision
Looking over my terrain day by day stay same
In the land of chaos and disorder
Living behind the light we're surrounded by a border
In the dark room.

( Repeat Chorus )

27 March '03

Bee Gees - Childhood Days

Gone gone childhood days
Gone in so many ways
All that I have said and done
The castles we have overcome
At last you have found a friend
The sweetest voice will never end
And it echoes down the mountainside
People live and people die
Friendly face will always be
Wrapped up in my childhood days

Old dogs and worn out shoes
Even children sing the blues
How we must endure it all
To save God's creatures great and small
All my world is there and then
The voices come to me again
And they echo down the mountainside
People live and people die
I still can see my Daddy's face, Oh Lord
This is a lonely place

Fast train , train too slow
Maybe you got no place to go
Let me set your spirit free
It's crazy but you comfort me
We share together what we found
The force of love is all around
And it echoes down the mountainside
Little bit of soul we hide
Find us lost without a trace
Oh Lord
This is a lonely place

Gone gone childhood days
Gone in so many ways
In all my children you can see
What old aquaintance means to me
Drean is mine and here it stays
All wrapped up in my childhood days
And it echoes down the mountainside
People live and people die
Tho I love you for always
I lost you in my childhood days

15 Oct, 2004

Avril Lavigne - Don't Tell Me


You held my hand and walked me home I know
While you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away

[Chorus:]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away

[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

[Chorus]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway